A visitor

Hello everyone,

An old house mate showed up this evening after dark. I get the typical knock on the door and am fortunate that the place has an automatic movement sensor to turn on the light. And a window to look see who it is. SrI Lankan Lloyd. Just stopped by to say hello and see how I was doing living alone. GREAT! No one under foot. I can run around naked when and where I want. Drop clothes everywhere leave the kitchen dirty all my mess for me to clean up when I want.

Made me realize something. I really enjoy living alone. There are times when it would be nice to have someone around to share many things with. Like on a cold night having someone to snuggle with. And better yet someone to snuggle ha ha ha. Might have to buy one of those full length sleep pillows as there are no women in sight. The other thing that I realized is that I enjoy being me. I love me. As I am. I have no one's standards to live up to. Just my own. Mostly the house is kept neat and tidy at all times. As if I was expecting guests. Comes from living in the Bus for so many years. If I didn't return everything used immediately after the use I couldn't find it and the place became chaos. Tis easier to maintain than to clean etc.

And I like my surrounds quiet. Most often I don't even play any music when I am alone. Just the click clack of the keys of the keyboard and what ever outside noise might leak in. Just now a police siren and a car driving by and that is it. Oh, and the whine of an battery clock, the squeak of the chair as I move. This after a day of full tilt forklift driving is very nice. Some of the lads at work have their radios turned up so loud that they have to turn them down to hold a conversation on our walkie-talkies. And the engine noise and steel upon steel of the forks hitting things. The crunch of the occasional pallet smashing or the screech of the pushed pallet scratching its way along the concrete floor. NOISE everywhere. Oh and this one driver comes in honking his horn like there are ducks and geese everywhere that he needs to chase off every 50 feet.

Arrrrgh noise gets to me. Always has. I like the solemn sound of my own movement. Hmmmm does the tree that falls in the middle of the desert make any noise? Perhaps only to its own self to be heard?

On the other hand there is the possibility that I am being alone too much. I am becoming so happy alone that I am next to being a hermit. Tomorrow though I am off to a party, "The Galactic Heart Light Club" Connecting to Source. Sacred and Inspired Dance Music from around the Planet in a Club atmosphere. Arrragh. Don't have a clue what to wear. Casual sure that I know. How warm is it going to be? Do I wear a sweater or or or or or or? Well, the me that I am can be happy wherever I am. So, if I am wrongly dressed, over dressed, weirdly dressed I will sit and enjoy the music. If I just happen to be able through the din be able to hold a conversation with someone then it will be a bonus. More on that event later of course.

I realize that I might set myself up to dim expectations by calling it all a "din". Yet, my hearing is changing due to all that youthful extravagance of tools, guns, music and what ever else. Now my ability to hear conversation over noise is almost impossible. Also, since I never had kids to train my ears to hear noise selectively I have difficulty understanding "shout". The guys at work are good for this. Lean off of a roaring forklift yelling to someone going the opposite direction a 10 diget number and be expected to know what was said and where to store it too. Yeah Right!

Did a distant healing last night. Called the fellow this evening. he has had many healings and though he had no expectations was almost happy that when he got up from the bed he was in agony. Processing you see. He told his wife that he felt like he had just had real with the knife surgery, yehah!!! We will see how it goes for him over the next few days.

Well, enough. I have attempted to put up a picture on the Blog. It just didn't work like the help said it would. It didn't load. Just waited and waited and waited. Nothing ever happened.

Peace

gene

may you be well and happy