Change is growth. What happens when the fuel runs out?

Hello everyone,

I feel that my whole life has been based in change. When Jen and I first got together, one of the reasons that we did so from her part was my willingness to change what ever I was to what ever I might be. Jen and my life together was nearly constant awareness of change. Traveling the US, Traveling to Honduras, coming back to the states selling everything that I owned and coming to Australia.

Then once here about 3 years ago I saw a stone pendant that I purchase. Labradorite. It caused change in a person and or the situations around that person. Then about 18 months ago I bought some Moldavite. This stone exponentiates change. The two working together is like change on steroids and rocket fuel together. Well, the last couple of years have been major change again for me. Separation from Jen. Healing business slowing down down down. Fell through the roof at the last place and damaged my left wrist. 1 Feb this year off the bike and broke two fingers. Gone to work as a laborer and much more.

As I left the previous work place where I drove the forklift, I lost the Moldavite. I had had messages from Spirit to quit wearing it. I didn't listen. I lost it and understood.

Some time since Sunday past I have lost the Labradorite too. Again, I had messages from Spirit to stop wearing it, again I didn't listen.

So, now I am sitting in realization that these two stones that exponentiate change are gone. On the one hand I am devastated. On the other I can say that they were beautiful to wear and enjoyable to partake of while I was in their presence. Now they are gone and on with life. My assumption at this point is that I am sort of like a rocket that has run out of fuel. Exponentiated Change has stopped. Now I am gliding on empty. At some point in time I will normalze to what ever would be a balanced level of change for me.

I am open to that too.

Wait and see.

peace

gene

may you all be well and happy