Fiji Oneness Chap three

Hello Everyone,

Sorry for the delay in getting this writing finished. Been a lot of processing going on.

Let's see, I left off talking about the return trip.

I had hopes that I could get back to Nadi and change my flight details and get to Perth in time for Isha's Oneness Sunday workshop. Alas, many many complications. The flight out of Savu Savu didn't happen as planned we left 2 hours late. Ahhhh tis an island community, ha ha ha. Then when I got to Nadi it was of course a Saturday and the airlines office was closed. ahhhh tis an island community, ha ha ha.

So, I just let it go. And interestingly enough it was just let go. No harbouring of OH DARN office not being open. No anger in any way. The idea was over and that was it. YEHAH something showing of the Oneness already.

I waited till another group came through and we got a taxi to the hotel. Changed clothes and headed walking into Nadi looking for ???? I have no idea what.

found an opp shop and bought a 100% silk shirt for $5. And another one of cotton for a friend. I walked the length of Nadi then back to the Airport to get supper. Supper at the airport was $10 and at the hotel it was $35. And the airport food tasted better too. then again I waited for a group heading back to the hotel and we got the bus this time. I got back to learn that there was a planned excursion to dinner out somewhere. Sounds good to me even if I have ate at least for the company.

The Australian coordinator Lisa found this place called elsies. Well, as it turned out it was L.C's, ha ha ha. Chinese restaurant. It was great. Some people left because it was chinese. There mistake. I worked my way around the 2 huge round tables that we shared and gave everyone a neck and shoulder massage. then was invited to have a quine water yummy. ended up sharing in the meal as it was enough to feed 3 of me after I was finished.

All the return flights went smooth. I was picked up at the Airport in Perth by my visiting friend Lynda May, driving Ity Bity. I let her drive. I was a bit nackered and she was used to driving by then.

The next morning I got up early to go to work. Rode the bike in. Got all set up for the day and came around the corner to the break room when I met the leading hand. He says, "OH, Gene, ahhh we don't need you anymore, ahh you were fired last week, didn't anyone tell you?" I just cracked up laughing. If it had happened the week that I left with all the stress of having to buy my tickets again I would have gone to the funny farm.

I ended up getting two days work unloading a ship of armaments. Since then nothing with ReadyWorkforce. I have managed well though. Also, since I had company this allowed me time to visit and that was good. It allowed me time to visit, but not to process. Once Lynda headed out for the rest of her journey around the world the processing really started to take place.

also unknown to me at the time (only found out 2 days ago) Mercury had gone retrograde which means basically that Life sucks. The previous moon cycle had been about creation/manifestation and this one was about difficulties.

About five days ago realization hit me while I was listening to a CD of "The Secret" to take time to write down what I was thinking. "Life sucks, I am scrapping the bottom of the barrel of life, no money, no ideas, no direction, no passion, no inspiration, no motivation" hmmmm not good thoughts

then I wrote down what I was feeling which was pretty much the same. Hmmmmm not good thoughts.

then I wrote a list of all the friends that I have. Just as I finished it, one of them calls in tears and sobbing. I ask her," do you need to come for a visit?" blurmmm yes blurmmnn, ha ha ha.

By the time she got there I was well and truly pulling me up by the boot straps and getting wired.

I had figured out that I have spent the last 35 - 40 years working on taming the angry Gene into a nice, quiet, calm, peaceful being. Hmmmm one that has cob webs growing around him. hmmmmm too quiet for me.

So, I have decided to create a new Gene for the next 60 - 80 years that is WIRED, Highly Energized, Happy, filled with Joy, healthy beyond comparison, Financially stable to the extreme. YEHAH!

I got Traci energized then went to meet with another friend on the list. Both ended up at my place for supper. There were a few more tears, and uplifting of each other. We all are working on creating beings of happiness.

I have been working for about a week with Patricia Hamilton of Conscious Living Magazine and Expo selling booth spaces for the coming Expo. The first few days was cold calling. The after about 3 days calls started coming back in. I had sold 3 booths by the weekend. Today is Wednesday (late) and today alone I sold 4. I have yet to receive a check, however it will be a nice one.

So, the secret of, "the Secret" is that the information is grouped to just keep pounding you until you get it, get it, get it, get it, get it, get it, Got it? ha ha ha.

Well, I can tell you that I have not been all UP. There are still moments of yuck, yet I am catching myself and keep turning the energy in the better direction. I cannot say that I have any inspiration as to my direction in life yet, however, I can say that wiht my positive outlook on life, that I will probably be able to recognize is more easily.

Best wishes to all

peace

gene

may you all be well and happy