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Hello Everyone,

Again my apologies for not writing sooner. Those of you close to me know a lot of why. I vaguely remember writing before I left for Fiji that life was full on and super spun out. If I had known then what I learned after Fiji I probably would have given up and laid down and passed over, ha ha ha.

Not that what has transpired has been bad. It has not. It is just that there is just so much going on. It is now like a hurricane inside of a silo. Spinning, spinning spinning. Nothing to put a foot against to work towards stability. Well, I coined the phrase a long time ago and it is correct to restate it again here. The only stability that I know is the everything is not stably. Or at least not as it seems.

Most of my adult life I have been making the statements that "I absolutely create my life, the good, the bad, the bloody heads, the riches, the people around me everything."

Well, I am questioning that now. Back in January or February, Isha did a healing on me to relieve the painful connections that I had against saying God, using God, anything God related. I do not yet understand what happened but, from that day onward I have been very comfortable saying God and working with God and Jesus and many other names of the great Powers of our known time.

The timing was perfect as I was about to go to Fiji and learn how to pass on the Oneness blessings through SRi Amma Bhagavan who are living Gods. so, had to shift for sure, ha ha ha.

Since returning. . .

1) lost my job
NO worries on that it all worked out fine.

2) broke off with a person that I thought was my best friend ever
That journey has been incredibly shattering to me. And it is still not quite over, but we will never have that level of friendship that we had before I went to Fiji.

3) shifted my whole idea of needing to do Oneness Blessing
I had thought before I left that this was to be my lifes work. I don't know what is, but, it is not Oneness.

4) Found work as a sales rep for conscious Living
this work has got to be God sent. It is perfect for me. I love to talk, I love emailing and the pay is great.

5) Just this week, the landlady has decided to kick me out of this fine place in 4 weeks time
But, she cannot do that as the Govt here says the minimum is 60 days. It is all a blessing as I have been wanting to leave here. This is a " 7 " place and given over to much meditation. I have been doing that. It is now time for me to find better digs. Not a 7 either. maybe another 5. Yet, the perfection of it all says to just stay open and let it flow. Because I surely do not understand the over view that God has for this life of mine.

6) the day after the boost, i learned that I had won 4 kg of yogurt per week from a great yogurt manufacturer
Yes, really 8 kg delivered every 2 weeks. I plan on giving the extra away either to the monastery or to friends.

7) wealth responsibility
I have realized that as I come into greater sums of income, I must be reverent to Source. And responsible in my actions with the money as well as my actions with the people around me. Money can be a great responsibility or a large headache or an opportunity wasted. I pray that I am up to the challenge and will work with great sums of income wisely.

So, that sums up the easy bits pretty well. The deeper part I will have to write tomorrow or later as I am growing quite weary and will probably meditate now.

peace to all of you

gene