moved south

Hello All,

I cannot even begin to remember when i last wrote. Been a lot of water around the bridge since then. Probably sometime after Fiji. I remember that. that would have been mid May. Now we are at beginning of Oct 5 months on.

Mid June I got work with Conscious Living Expo selling booth space for the up coming Expo 4-7 Sept. I did really well with it and went on to become the Advertising Sales Manager for Conscious Living http://www.consciousliving.net.au

It has not been easy let me tell you. For some reason selling booth space at an expo that I had been a part of for 6 years was fairly easy. Not to say that there were not many times of stress.

Selling advertising has been greatly more difficult. I have been made out to be the only seller of advertising for this next issue. I have not sold a spot to anyone at all and selling ends before the end of October.

That is not what this blog is about. This blog is about how much my life has changed over the last 5 months. It has changed so much that I could write here for days and not encompass all of it. The people that I have met and worked with ..... the list is long.

Out of Oneness I came across E.C. He is one of the most esoterical people that know and have access to often. What all he is dabbling with energetically i do not know. I do know that he can change a person's DNA and I am a guinea pig for that. No, I have not grown any pig ears or a tail.

I mentioned probably some time back about meeting Rich Si Windelov. And how much I had changed with that meeting. Rich came back through Perth for the Expo and workshops after. I sat through 3 workshops. Rich basically sets up a connection with all the Arch Angels, the Ascended Masters, Christ and many many more. Then keeps us busy as we sit in that energy field. E.C. does similar work, however doesn't have as many years of experience as Rich. Now, I too can do the same thing. I have pulled in the conscious energy of Christ and healed with it. I have pulled in the conscious energy of Arch Angel Michael and healed with him. I have pulled in the conscious energy of others to 'feel' them.

What I lack for now is the knowing of where all this is taking me. My own personal energy is getting more refined. I am much more sensitive to "energy". What that means is that when I walk around town I can feel where I need to be. Or wisely not to be. I can feel energy in peoples homes and clear out yucky energy also.

You may remember me talking a long while back about the Auravedic Astrology chart that I had done. ON it were the date of 2 May 08 for a year of extreme Spiritual Growth. That particular day was the day we landed in Fiji to begin the Oneness training. The 5 months since then has often been topsy turvy. Tough as. Yet growth there was also. I know now that though depression may pass into my body or my mind, I do not have to own it. I can sit with it and let it go. OR here is a better example.

The other day very early in the morning I was reluctant to get out of bed. It was cold and nice in the bed. Finally I decided to flip the covers back and jump up. Just as I was to flip the covers I had a passing thought fly through. "No, I want to stay in here it is nice in here." As soon as it happened I turned to that part of my thinking and asked, "where did that thought come from, let's follow it" My next thought was being born. I was born breach. and the thoughts of life then were "I want to stay in here it is nice and safe in here." I thanked the child I was then that I had that birth for the character that it had helped me to develop throughout my life. However, I have worked on these issues many times and knew that the source of this instance was further before then. I asked to see a previous life where I had made the decision to "not come out". I was shown a scene where I was deep in a cave or cellar. I do not know how I was convinced that I had to come out, but I choose to knowing that the outcome could not be good. I walked to the surface and immediately had both knees smashed then drug off for further torture. hmmmm good reason to stay under.... I blessed the person that I was for going through that experience. Sent love, forgiveness, and gratitude. . . . then released the whole issue and got out of bed much more easily than I have in quite a while.

Just these past week or so I have been feeling terror. Mostly with regards to selling advertising ha ha ha. Today during my traeger massage, I mentioned this to my therapist. When she got to my sacral area she screamed and it was all terrifying. She asked about my childhood. No, I said there may have been times of it, but it was more in previous lives. She came up with being tortured and tortured and knowing that there would be more and waiting in terror for the next time. As she was saying this I was giving thanks to the body that I was then for having had to go through it and forgiveness to those that gave it to me. I could feel the "terror" going and going and going.

For about a month, 3 months ago I kept telling people that I needed to get out of the house that I was living in. That living there was no longer good. My landlady beat me to it and told me to leave, ha ha ha. I have just moved 220 kilometer south west from Perth. For those of you that will read this that are not familiar with WA, there is one road that heads south from Perth into the SW. Some of it is still two lane. Not that it matters much. When heading south years ago, the saying was that once your were over the Mandurah bridge, you were SOUTH. Well, Mandurah isn't quite a suburb of Perth but many drive to Perth to work from Mandurah (60 k). Now, when you are south of Bunbury or west of Bunbury, you are finally SOUTH. That is another 100 k. Partly it is due to the intensity of the need to get away from Perth. It is like all these crazy drivers are so fixated with getting south that the drive to Bunbury is like a race course.

When I get through Bunbury and 10 k out through Gelorup the energy in the car opens up to feeling like the car has doubled in width.

Well, enough for now. Tomorrow starts 2 weeks of intense selling of advertising some how. The boss has been on her own sabatical further south for about 5-6 days. She returns tomorrow to learn of my sales successes..... or the lack thereof.

With the terror gone and with a clear understanding of my Oneness with the Universe I no longer feel that I HAVE GOT TO HAVE THIS JOB WITH CONSCIOUS LIVING. If I get fired, I will do other things.

Anyone wanting my new address.... you have my email let me hear from you.

Love to all of you.

peace

gene

oh, I forgot to tell you of my home. a 3 bedroom, 2 bath, just off of the ocean, 200 meters walk. 250/wk. I have a spare master bedroom for now. Possibly to rent or to share. No one significant in my life as yet. Starting to feel a bit "alone" like I am ready to start dating.

g