I'm baaaacccccccckkkkkkk!!!

Hello All,

Well, for all those supporters over the last few weeks, WOW thanks. Been a real battle getting through this last energy shift. And that is what it turned out to be. I didn't even ever think about that idea until I got to channeling after I felt "ALIVE" again.

Seems that in all the other shifts that I have taken over 35 years of exploring the Light side of life I always knew when I had gone through a shift because I would feel ANGRY again. Well, this time Spirit had something different in mind for me. Seems that with this latest shift I needed to feel many more emotions and of greater magnitude.

Now I have many friends that say it is no longer necessary to "feel" all this crap when we shift. Well for them I say good on you if you don't. I must have needed to. Least ways I did it, ha ha ha.

So, how does it feel to look at a friend that is in Terror for no reason. It is pretty scary just to watch. It is worse to be in it let me tell you. Or Paranoia, anxiety, depression, weird suicidal thoughts, sanity, insanity, euphoria, and all of it again and again.

No one thing that I did helped totally. One major tool was ..... well I was going to say one thing, but Spirit stuck in another thought. Time was the main tool. The rest were just toys that I was playing with until time had done its own course of life for me.

I will tell the tool that helped a lot anyway. I got if from Master EFT practitioner Peter Graham. He had gone through a similar episode a few weeks ago. He said to tap through all the points of EFT while saying, "I am waking from this" This statement worked well because the sensations were all trance like. A trance that I needed to wake from. Eventually I did.

Let me tell you some of the week past.

Monday 10 November (mum's birthday) Conscious Living closed on a big package deal with a customer. I really liked the two men doing the work. R. invited me to stay longer in the week for a full moon ceremony on Thursday night. I had planned on returning home late Wednesday or early Thursday. hmmmmm full moon with Crystal bowls singing to the moon. Yep can do.

Tuesday 11 Nov. Wholistic Business meeting with Tony Walton. Really great information. And Liana Virasinge doing Oneness Blessing. That too was GREAT.

Wed 12 Nov. Was Conscious Living's Symposium. PH was beside herself with energy. I was the scapegoat for a lot of her energy. It was not a good party.

However, I met a lady there that had taken Rich Si Windelov workshop in Subiaco. When we compared notes she and I had both been going through the same sort of Shit. It was just so awesome to find someone else that was concerned for their own sanity and others concerned too. We compared notes and it was really really good to be together for a bit.

I had not wanted to carry any stuff away from the Symposium because I lived South and was not planning on being back to the office till afternoon. They didn't have enough cars so I got volunteered. Seems that I picked up two boxes that were DESPARATELY needed at the office before 11. Got the messages about 12:30. Paybacks are hell.

Thurs 13 Nov. Was mostly an easy day. Then the Moon song. It was GREAT too. One lady there told the group that she had just quit her job of 6 months and was headed off in the morning to Melbourne on the back of a Motorcycle by way of the South West. When we had a chance I told her that they were welcome to stop in on the way through. Found out that R. was also with them for a few days. Three guests finally.

Friday 14 Nov. Twas a longish day after too many spent in Perth. Friends showed up about 7:30. Out for supper. Then to the beach. Skinny dipping in the ocean with a howling cold breeze to come out too. Then Oneness Blessing for my friends on the Beach. Close to midnight for bed. Now two nights spent out of doors with the Moon.

Saturday 15 Nov. Got up at 5:30 and off for a bike ride with the Busso crowd. Got home at 8 as C & C were up but R still asleep. We all ended up in the meditation room eating and talking and talking and talking and next thing was to do a rebirthing on two of the people. That was AWESOME. Finally around 1 we walked to the local groc for fixings and did a raw blended and salad lunch. then more talk in the meditation room. Obviously they were not leaving today. Saturday late arvo watched the Sun go down and the Moon come up. Later I did a Spiritually Guided Healing on C & C and R. Lady C. was gob smacked. We really went deep and transitional healings took place. It was a major rework. The other two had major work too, but not at that level.

Sunday 16. Around 10 they finally left. I was a little sad, but .... there will be more guests. I decided to blend me a meal. Got all the ingredients out and cut up and stuffed the blender and got it going. it lasted a bit. I did get some thick coursely ground fodder until the gear on the bottom of the blender shattered. Oh well, it has been on its way out for 4 years. Late Sunday I realized that "I was ALIVE" again. Energy had been good for 2 days in a row. Got a call from R. that he was coming back through Busso on way to Perth, OK to stay Monday night? Absolutely.

Mon 17 Nov. I got myself down to Centre Link and got signed up for some income. It has been a week and though we signed off on a major package I have yet to be paid by Conscious Living. it has been about a month now since I last had income. The reserves are thinning. I know that I will be paid, not when. Nor how much. Also took time to buy a new blender and chopper upper too. Gotta eat and I like this raw food energy and and and. We will report this as we go along.

R arrived around 5. off for a walk on the beach and talk until 10ish. I was really tired. Up at 4:30 for bike ride. Rode too HARD and came home exhausted at 6:55. After the shower slept for an hour. First time I have ridden that hard in years. Slept again later for another hour. R is gone now and I have been actually working for CL for the first time in weeks I have the energy to do so. it is weird to have not had any energy for so many weeks.

Now I have lots to catch up with. Gotta get the cash flow going again. Have a feeling that the trip over to Melbourne next week is very important for me and my future.

Well, from this frontier I can say that it is good to be alive, YEHAH!

Peace to All in these interesting times

gene