holdin on

Hello All,

Well, life does have its twists and turns. I realized the other day that I may have been a bit psychotic in that I had this realization that I thought that life would calm down at some point in time, ha ha ha. YEHAH! Maybe the real realization is that my life is mostly chaos and I ought to just get used to it.

Trouble is the being Libran expects some quiet time to stabilize a bit before the next onslaught.

I have had many insights about life and the choices that I made many years ago. 1st choice was to not work at one place but to travel and see and do. 2nd choice which may have been Kharma was to not have kids. And I guess a 3rd choice was that the wife I was with and unhappy with could be improved upon. Always looking.

So, some of the realizations are that for a person that is 60 plus having grandkids keeps them busy and looking for things to do with the kids, keeps 'em active. having a partner to share with is good, really really good. And having traveled and spent my income as it came in, not that there was ever very much of it, leaves me now needing to keep on keepin' on whether I want to or not.

Also, I who makes friends everywhere I go seem to be short a few now when I am in crunch time. The ones that I do have.....have kids or a partner and are busy much of the time, ha ha ha. There are a few that don't. I attempt not to burden them to heavily by calling them too often. I value any and all time that I can get with any friend that I have.

I may be onto a place to stay this winter for 6 months as the people are friends and heading off to NZ for skiing this winter.

I was living at a friends home in north Perth. Friday past he left a note saying that he was expecting $150 rent / week. I left a note saying that if I had known he wanted rent I would not have come. I have since returned to the house that I was at with Sara the lady needing caring. She is in the Hospital yet. I am to box up her posessions ready for her to move to a flat in Mosman Park. Been boxing all day. Up to 55 boxes now. Plus 20 that I had done months ago to have my sleeping room.

Been HOT here today and hotter yet tomorrow. Makes for interesting sweaty boxing.

Well, all, I am feeling like I am just hanging in for what ever is next in life. Gotta be something special about my needing to be here at this place at this time for what ever is next.

Best wishes to all of you.

Thanks for meditation guidance to LKM. Thanks for support from many of the friends.

peace

gene