Wella wella wella, what interesting times that we all are living in.
Hello Everyone. Hope that life is not leading you by the balls (if you got 'em that is). The true hope is that you are not so caught up in the world's energy excitement and are able to sit back just a bit and observe everyone else going crazy.
Obviously this statement means that I would not be expecting the crazies to be reading this, ha ha ha. Or if you are caught up in the craziness, then the urge is that you step back and think about the idea that just because the world is crazy doesn't mean that you need to be crazy.
In the last 12 months I have managed to step on the toes of just about everyone that I know and alienate the relationship that I had with that person. The few remaining friends and I seem to operate at a different wave length than the rest of humanity. Please do not get from this that I think that I am better, or worse or anything but just plain old different. I have managed to almost always in this life time walk to the tune of a different drummer. It makes for a sometimes lonely time. But, since I created that loneliness, I do not complain (accept maybe to Spirit about "Why did I do this???" ha ha ha) to the people remaining around me as they are much the same.
So, what has caused this tirade of information about being different? I went to Oneness Blessing last week that is run by an old friend. We have had major problems for over a year and have patched broken and repatched many times. I was not going to give Oneness. I didn't know but she had decided at some point to charge Oneness Blessing Givers that didn't give...$20 to attend. I decided that I would leave. One of the other givers suggested that I ask her before doing so. She let me stay. I thanked her as I left and txted her later. No reply to the txt. (this story is not why I am writing this)
Tonight I went to another Giver's night. I arrived way too early. As I walk in I get a lecture about new rules to be applied to attendees. NO passing of wind, burping, talking about other than her stuff, dress code, etc etc etc. I left. What ever happened to Oneness? We are supposed to have gone through this training to help us all move to Oneness? Where has it gone? And both of these two have had what is called "deepening" sessions and are "improved" over us mere mortals that have only had the first level of training.
Something got lost in the translation me thinks.
Today earlier I was at Bullsbrook the place that I have been going to and getting peaceful mind blowing results of growth and learning. We were talking about how there are so many people setting themselves up as GURU's and that we felt that this was happening out of fear. And my feeling is that they are doing this because they are afraid of the losing income scenario that is playing out in the world. So, they are clutching supporting people to their own beliefs.
I also figured out that here in my homes west home, I am hiding from that weird and busy world that almost all else are caught up in. And that it has come about to save my own sanity and to show separation from the craziness that is abounding around me. I can sit here and observe that which is happening without getting caught up in the agendas of others. It is good.
Well, even writing this is tiring me and tomorrow I have a fairly busy day.
peace to all
May you be able to find your own sanity in these times.
Give me a call. I am always willing to listen.
peace
gene
Thursday, 23 April 2009
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