a long day

Hello All,

Well, actually it is just another day. I am up earlier than normal. I have a dead spot of what to do from about 6:30 when I am waking for no reason till about 10 when I seem to know what to do with my day. This morning I got up at 7:15. It is now 10:15 and I have done all my stuff that I normally would do already, done, did, what now, lost.

I am feeling energy....yet not wanting to apply it. Not into Meditation, cleaning, sewing, washing the car, reading a book, walking, sleeping or much of any thing between. Not even in conversation with anyone, not interested in receiving a call nor in talking, yet know that is probably what I need to do. Took me 5 minutes to decide to call a friend for a quick chat to see it that would motivate me. The conversation was stilted as she was just starting a project and felt cranky. Hmmmm me too...that helped.

Then decided to write here to list how I am feeling as I am feeling it. Nothing on TV tonight so nothing to look forward too either. May have to get a DVD from the library.

I have another gap of what to do between 5ish to 8:30 when most of the better movies come on line. Antique Roadshow is good at 5 and current affairs are at 6:30.

Is this all my life is about now? What is next on TV? YUCK!!! Yet, yet I know that I am on my path exactly where I am needing to be right now. I don't have enough energy to do anything like normal work, I am still recovering my energy and do not want to blow what I have gained. The weather is beautiful and yesterday I went for a longish walk. I was exhausted last night after it too. Yet it wasn't a really long walk. I walked a round about path into town and wisely rode the bus home. I am not ready for a bike ride physically and know that too.

My right hand and foot are COLD too. Been wearing a glove on the right side to compensate for the coldness on that side. Weird.

I am hungry for different foods, but don't want to spend the money to get different. Been hungry for sweets lately again too. And something crunchy.

What now....nothing more to write about.... go eat something I guess.

bye

gene